…but I’m not there…
…nor did I attend any other reunions they’ve held…
I’ve made excuses today that include “People I’d like to see won’t be there” and “$50/person is a lot of money for an informal reunion”, but I have to admit to myself that those are both lies.
The real reason?
I’m not going to my high school reunion because of my weight, because I’m embarrassed about it and the way I look. Because I feel like a failure for never being able to truly dedicate myself to losing weight, and then making excuses and rationalizations about that as well.
The body is willing but the mind isn’t…but why not?